L.O.V.E

Well, its been a very long time since I wrote a post in this stupid blog.

Of course, in that long time--believe it or not, I've been experiencing many things.

One year. Is a long and enduring journey.

Friends, the thing that you just can't forget(sometimes) is love. Yes, my friends. For the first time of my college life, I experience a -real- LOVE relationship.

I tell you what my friends. She was beautiful(for me). I think she's the most beautiful thing that ever happen in my life. She has this long black hair, brown eyes, thick eye-brow, and a smile that could shake the heavens. I'm not kidding friends, (for me) she is beautiful.

Our love story begins in December. Our love story ends in January. Short huh ? Some people says that its not even a love story, its just a simple misunderstanding. Wrong people. Very wrong. Maybe our love story is short. But we have shared a memories that will last for an eternity.

In December I asked her out. In December I gave her flowers. In December I kissed her. In December we're in LOVE. In December we spent the new years eve together. In January she dumps me. In February I have a new girlfriend(and she is beautiful---well this part is not important by the way).

The question is why ? I have to answer it in one word: 'stupidity'

Yes, my stupidity bring -What could have been- the greatest love of my life to ruin.

I'm not gonna tell you what kind of stupidity that I do at that time, but, the most important thing is that: When you love someone, when you -Really- love someone, you need to learn to let go.

There's many beautiful things in life. Family, Friends, Love. But sometimes, because life is not gonna move the way we want to. We have---No, We -Need- to lose that beautiful things, in order to learn to be a better human.

Yes, losing is painful. Especially when the things that is lost is the things that you love the most. Yes, its hard to let go. Especially when you feel so emotionally attached.

But you know what ? The thing that I learn is that God has a plan. For all His actions has a meaning on it. I know He's not gonna close a door, without opening a window. I know He's not gonna take something without giving something in return. I know -exactly- that He wants us to know that there's always be a meaning and lesson to take in every situation, in every happiness or pain, in everything. So we could be a better human.

Even know, I know that I can't lie that I'm still in Love with this girl. Even though I have a new girlfriend.

I want her back, but you know life. Life is complicated or at least make -things- complicated. But you know life. Life is also unexpected, who knows what will happen in the future, right ?

Deep down in my heart, I know that one day I will completely forget about her. But, I want to cherish that memories of us together. Because at that time -THANK- God, it was one of the greatest moments of my life. Yes, my friends. Love. Even though we knew that Love and Pain is inevitable, but we also knew how magical and wonderful love is.

Deep down in my heart, I know that, one day. Not tomorrow, not next month, not next year, but one day. We will be together again, I knew it.